supernova :D

2009-10-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

technically, i broke my word on seeing you readers on sunday for my birthday.

but then again, nobody tagged so i'm supposing that nobody dropped by.

so anyway, the purpose of this post is to say i've moved to *drumrolls*

http://curiouserfaith.wordpress.com/

I've been there for around a week now, I guess, so adieu and see you there.

P.S. this post should remain her for around a week before i change to one of those cliche I've moved skins or something.

P.P.S. then again, I might just choose to leave this post as the last post of supernovaxoxo ;)

2009-10-16T19:42:00.002+08:00

Long overdue pixels from being bored, to mugging session with Deborah, to Bang Bang you're Dead revision. (which didn't go very well, as you can see)

Will do better posts after exams (I know, I'm bored with my blog too)

See you this Sunday with my birthday (remember to bring the presents)

2009-10-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

chem is killing me ._.

2009-10-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

I AM DAMN SCARED FOR EOYS TMR.

even though I know I can count on the Lord to help me through,

I can't help thinking that I didn't revise enough.

Dear Lord pleasepleaseplease guide me through tomorrow.

2009-10-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

some things are meant to be forgotten,

others, not so much.

i'm not missing you.

14 days to freeeeeeeedom!

21 Oct is like BOOMS hahahaha.

I love sitting with Felicia (does secret hand gesture) LOL.

1 more day left together dear ):

ah well. 2 more days to CG!

can't wait to hear how their exams went.

back to doing chem notes :)

oh, and after exams i may not be on this space much longer.

wordpress ftw ;)

2009-10-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

right so i haven't been online much.

revision's going great:

math and chem are half done,

geography is almost done,

and physics hasnt been started yet.

i'm going to die for tmr's popquiz & test):

i'm tired. off to sleep.

2009-10-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

finished 2 past year papers today.

75% going to fail math. haha.

mug date with kellie was hilarious cos we ended up at starbucks anyway.

7 days left: stress stress stress.

let's make things work.

2009-10-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

EH OMG. THEY CUT OUT THE NICE PART ON BOF .__.

okay back to studying.

2009-10-02T00:28:00.002+08:00

right.

so now i have no reference for expenditures,

no ideas for chinese,

and in desperate need for sleep.

i trust in God to guide me through tonight.

2009-10-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

let's just say this year's children's day wasn't as good as previous years.

and something happened today that was really ironic and sad.

2009-09-30T23:35:00.001+08:00

i hate people who leech on other people.

2009-09-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

took real nice pixels with deborah yesterday during our mug date, but i'm too lazy to upload them.

just a real short post to say that studying is really draining me out, and i think i'm falling sick again.

and that Revelations is a really cool book. It's so confusing and straight out at the same time.

I'm practicing how to be concise here haha. Alrighty, don't bother checking this space till slightly after mid-October, exams are irritating ):

controversial

2009-09-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

gay boys should be less hot, or not gay.

either that, or they should stop letting me know them cos they're making me fall head over heels with them ._.

broke my hiatus to say that,

and that high sugar levels = tired christine in 1 hour.

mug date with deborah was awesome; we should do it more often.

off to work on chinese. i'm still tired.

HIATUS (NOW TO 23 OCT/URGENT NEEDS TO POST) which ever is earlier ;)

2009-09-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

i'm seeing people start their hiatus.

i don't think i'll be able to resist blogging when i feel like it, so here's a notice that the number of posts would be lessened from now till 23 oct ):

yes, i know it's sad that i can't blog about my birthday, but some sacrifices have to be made for grades):

then again, 24 oct = gu jun pyo day with venus koo :D

awesome haha.

right, back to work now.

2009-09-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

QUOTE "I miss you. I miss incomprehendible happiness. I miss going crazy."

Kellie's display message got me missing loads of stuff.

I miss hanging out at awesome places.

I miss doing weird stuff.

I miss pissing off shop assistances by playing with the items.

I miss quarreling over which movie to watch.

I miss deciding whether or not to buy that sinful combo for the movie.

I miss skating on ice.

I miss dragging people into neoprints machines.

I miss chalets where the people never sleep.

I miss gossiping about people who we barely knew.

I miss sharing food over lunch.

I miss online messaging.

I miss talking about stupid stuff that nobody cared about.

i miss so many things, it doesn't really anymore.

8 reasons and a wish

2009-09-22T21:33:00.003+08:00

right, so i haven't been updating this blog with mildly interesting posts these few days.

there are a few explanations to these, none of them pleasant, except one.

1. it's mugging period and everyone refuses to go out with me.

2. kellie rejects my mug dates ): (whyohwhy, kellie!)

3. don't have the desire to mug with anyone else.

4. been sick, and missed church for quite long.

5. have been mugging for physics/chem test (which i think i slightly flunked)

6. mousehunt is distracting me every 15 mins ;)

7. got addicted to flickr apps (oops haha)

8. been editing my wordpress. really pleased with it, and i love the URL. (this is the pleasant reason, btw)

so yeah. watch out for long hiatus/revelation of my wordpress :D

oh and Happy Birthday Tom Felton <3

aka draco malfoy aka the only guy xl sorta accepts that he's of high standards

(xl failed hyungjun/taylorlautner/jessemccartney/petewentz/etc)

so yeah, kudos to Tom Felton for making it to the hitlist, baby.

2009-09-21T23:12:00.001+08:00

going back to school tmr.

i'm sad ):

HCM mode

2009-09-20T18:10:00.001+08:00

coordinate geometry

indices and surds

linear inequalitites

quadratic graphs

graph of functions

angle properties of circles

polynomials

trigo i ii iii

circular measure

christine's gonna shoot them all down by the end of this week.

or at least finish geog.

2009-09-20T15:42:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating much.

created a wordpress, pretty happy about it.

publishing it after exams when there's less mugging to do.

off to chem and phy,

2009-09-18T23:42:00.001+08:00

life's been stagnant for the past 24 hours.

just medicine + slacking + occasional studying.

nothing much i guess, feeling better but not quite.

the medicine's making me run a fever -.-

off to bed.

i used to be lovedrunk, but now i'm hungover

2009-09-17T12:12:00.002+08:00

love drunk is in stores alr!

haha me wants the album.

shall go down to causeway in the weekends or sth to buy it.

(or wait till next month and get it as bday present /:)

hahaha. oops.

Away With Official Leave ;)

2009-09-17T11:24:00.003+08:00

christine is on 2 day MC.

common flu with bacterial infection ._.

so i have like antibiotics + runny nose pills + cough syrup.

which tastes horrible btw.

lol. so anw i think i'll only be taking the tests next tuesday -.-

cos there's no school on monday.

I THINK.

lol. 5 day break, yay haha.

[edit] YES GOT NO SCH ON MONDAY! [/edit]

2009-09-17T05:33:00.001+08:00

i feel like dying now ._.

not going to school.

2009-09-17T03:08:00.001+08:00

i'm awake with a very bad flu to chiong chinese presentation for veron ._.

i really don't think i'm going to sch today.

facades, camera, action

2009-09-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

you know the thing about life being a stage where everyone's an actor and such?

i beg to differ.

life ain't a stage, life's a set:

everything is set up to seem so perfect to deceive the people on the outside.

face it, we've all wanted to be that main character in a tv show at least once in our lives.

we've all believed that life in that tv serial is 'true' that the characters 'exist'.

yeah they do. in pixels and soundwaves.

and then you feel so cheated that that life you wanted was just a story.

sure, a stage has props and stuff to make the characters more real,

but a stage is real: the people on stage play out the lives of the characters, so in a way, they ARE the characters.

try putting yourself into the shoes of Josh in BBYD.

are you yourself or are you Josh?

confusing eh?

in short, like a director knows his set, you know your life.

your life to others is a stage, something to show the heavily edited course of your life;

your life to yourself is a set, your life will never seem perfect to you 'cos you know all the tiny details about it.

your life is merely a facade.

sick without mc

2009-09-16T17:34:00.003+08:00

isn't that like the worst thing ever?

horrible flu right now: hollow feeling in my head, plugged ears

and millions of tissue used (how many trees have i killed D:)

and i'm still waiting for my mum to get off the phone so i can ask her whether i can go to the doctor's.

which happened to be closed because they weren't open when i came upstairs -.-

oh dear dear me ):

on the other hand, finished studying physics on the mrt :D

and manymany people were staring at my awesome post-it-ed notes lol.

left doing workbook questions again + chemistry.

jiayou christine!

not like you, bitch

2009-09-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post about loads of stuff, but i realised i couldn't be bothered to bitch about you.

awesome lunch with wuyue today and even more awesome pictures after that, but my cam's cable is so far away i don't feel like uploading them so yeah lol.

i'm going to sleep :)

change (?)

2009-09-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

honestly considering to change blogging platforms now.

there's just this really irritating thing about blogger's long upload time and limited fonts.

ah well, shall concentrate on studies till after exams.

only 1 month to go.

i can do it.

short stops in life

2009-09-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

sakae, spring, simplicity.

currently seeking inspiration for birthday cards, one-liners and short writings.

holiday's ending in approximately one hour; i have accomplished nothing but procrastination and rest.

gonna have to stay up late tomorrow to finish up what's undone.

and i'm not looking forward to facing people again.

2009-09-13T18:43:00.001+08:00

my 3 day old maple acc is lvl 21 LOL.

and i'm getting bored again -.-

and i'm veryvery hungry ):

beyond the boundaries

2009-09-13T15:38:00.003+08:00

malaysia was awesome fun:

1. late nights, later mornings

2. good food :D

3. wii workouts + slumber parties

4. cute waiters (LOL)

5. totally disconnected from singapore

which made me really happy till i came back this morning and saw the hw i have left,

and i have no idea how to do them ):

hm.whatever.

dinner out later. can't wait ♥

2009-09-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

i'm hurting to see you hurt.

and i have no idea where this shit is coming from.

"said i'll love you forever

2009-09-08T15:25:00.005+08:00

forever is over"

- love drunk, boys like girls (♥)

i supposed that doesn't apply to our brains, cos this holiday's all about

yep.

from stochiometry to moments to development.

christine's gonna mug hard this sept hols (^o^)

leaving for malaysia tonight, so i'll be missing:

1. std 1's first outing T.T

2. squad outing

3. AOP

4. Kbox with Haonan

5.CG girls' outing

sad ):

but malaysia means:

1. nice food

2. huge shops with nice stuff

3. cheap movies

4. pretty clothes

5. slack \o/

hahaha.

currently obsessed with emoticons and such. \(^_^)/

oh and harvest moon mfomt gba haha.

played it until the batt ran out, oops haha.

okay off to pack :D

echoes

2009-09-06T23:00:00.004+08:00

i really don't know what to do anymore.

couldn't sleep until 1am last night:

there were shivers down my spine and screaming in my head.

honestly, i have no idea what's happening, but sometimes, i wish i could just quit this whole thing.

so from 2300 to 0100 i was just lying on the bed,

tossing and turning and praying and trying to get the screaming out,

but it didn't really work and i fell asleep cos of exhaustion.

i'm really scared there'll be a relapse tonight.

missed church today cos i forgot to charge my phone in the chaos last night,

and so the alarm didn't ring.

went to tampines with family,

bought paper to make your birthday card.

i don't know how to say sorry to you,

because you really ought to say sorry to me too.

untold truths and halfway beliefs

2009-09-05T23:24:00.004+08:00

today was semi-awesome.

training was really fun, but i'm really sorry for pissing you guys off ):

today just didn't start right.

and i really don't like people interupting me.

ah i don't know.

it's just that i think the seniors are right and everyone else thinks that they are wrong.

and i don't know how to disagree with them and still see eye to eye with them.

rt without after training rants to haonan just doesn't work out well.

and i think my love for standard ones doubled today haha.

because their popquiz answer was damn cute.

and when you strip away their irritatingness/shyness/quietness,

they're all really just who we were.

and that's pretty comforting, i guess.

(i just wish that you can see it too)

quote that stuck during FA: "YOU ALL MUST BE SCIENTIFIC OKAY?"

haha. meaning no "jaw, shoulder blade, shin" and stuff haha.

post training lunch with daniel & yongsheng:

DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER EVM UPSIZE WITH VARYING PREFERENCES

haha. aweeeeesome :D

then rushed to lido to meet kellie & pearl and watched G-force 3D

pretty good show, and Shaw is my favefavefave theatre now haha.

(+ Time traveller's wife & Alice in Wonderland with Deborah)

(+ many other awesome movies coming out :D)

then sakae dinner + extra large food hahahaha.

you have to see it to know how funny it actually is lol.

and i'm damn bloody tired now):

Because sometimes, what we want contrasts with who we are

2009-09-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

If I were in the shoes of someone else, I'll hate myself.

If you get what I mean.

Today wasn't particularly good nor bad.

Just a normal, pretty boring day.

Gah. why do I even bother?

everything's in my head, and I can't type it out right now.

2009-09-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

i want to sleep ):

crazy emo kias

2009-09-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

confirm, plus chop, failed math test.

and i'm procrastinating.

supposed to do chinese 小练笔 now /:

sian leh. haha.

tmr phototaking then ***** :D

secret haha omg. this is damn lame.

christine has gone insaneeeeeee hahaha.

and i lived with a day of neck pain. lol.

cannot turn at all -.-

lalala shall do chinese now.

oh and sec 1 camp comm meeting was fun!

hahahaha.

makes me feel like searching for ghost stories in dhs X:

lolll.

A million post its to say I love you :D

2009-09-02T22:44:00.004+08:00

awesome pictures of my desk and how bored i was studying macbeth

haha. i love the post it doodle (:

and yes, my future boyfriend needs to be very rich to satisfy my wants

haha oops ;)

Superfluous feelings

2009-09-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

Christine is sad cos:

1. She flunked her tests.

2. She lost her correction tape.

3. She has to stop liking guys that leave because it makes her sadder.

4. She's broke.

5. Just because.

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school brings my mind off things, i guess.

and after tmr, it's shopping :D

for xinyi + bro + leshan's presents haha.

Christine loves shopping :)

past friends, present friends

2009-09-01T22:00:00.004+08:00

i have reasons aplenty to hate you,

to disclose your secrets,

to make you look bad;

but the only reason i don't is that otherwise,

my present friends might leave.

and that's why it hurts so bad.

because it's not you who's hurting me,

it's their ignorance that hurts.

2009-09-01T15:01:00.001+08:00

i think mr han is a damn nice teacher.

not unhappy birthday

2009-09-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

i can't stand how ironic it is that it's joe trohman's birthday.

nor the fact that the moment i started to type this it started to pour.

let's not read too much into this, eh?

and it's just when i decided to forget how fucked up you were.

on the other hand,

happy birthday Zhen Ting & Joe Trohman :)

and i just realised all my best friends like green.

coincidental?

restless minds & tired souls

2009-08-31T22:37:00.003+08:00

christine's feeling slightly sad.

i don't know why i mind so much,

but it seems like the people i love have been letting me down a lot these days.

i'm sorry i lie, i'm sorry i'm a liar, i'm sorry i lied.

i'm afraid of being alone.

i miss 6A'06/P6 clique/proper conversations with xl

yes, i'm a sucker for nostalgia.

a little high on sugar

2009-08-31T21:15:00.003+08:00

today was okay until the concert,

and not okay until swensens buffet @ ION Orchard.

not bitching about why ;)

haha. i love wuyue.

she makes me happy and high and lets me bitch about everyone :D

met mira at Swensens.

like after soooooooo long.

i miss her haha.

happy (really) belated 16th, dear.

in a very good mood now cos of the ice cream.

ice cream + shopping makes me high! hahahaha.

i'm not letting the past get into me;

i shot alice in the head.

beat that, bitch :)

never so happy; never so sad

2009-08-31T19:36:00.006+08:00

Pixel Post:

Teachers Day 09 @ DHS + Swensens @ ION Orchard

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more @http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=607767709

friends only ;)

wordy post after my shower, i stink now haha oops.

trigo graphs & penthouse lids

2009-08-31T00:25:00.002+08:00

i have given up chionging math assg and decided to go to sch and copy X:

i have no idea how to do the questions as a result of not listening in class.

i am such a failure in math. lol.

shall go sleep now.

not looking forward to tmr's celebrations; waiting for ice-cream buffet with wuyue :D

william shakespeare should reincarnate and rewrite his whole series

2009-08-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

macbeth is pretty interesting, i guess.

if only it were in modern english and more understandable.

i had change my reading places a few million times to get comfy with the book.

maybe it's just me, but different books need different positions to get the full reading benefits.

ah well, whatever.

back to macbeth :]

knock knock, who's there?

2009-08-30T17:28:00.002+08:00

okay. major freak incident just now.

was really deep into reading macbeth

when i heard a knocking noise and the doorbell.

and then i went to the door and there was nobody there.

damn scary.

and i didn't dare to open the door cos there's nobody but me at home.

scaryscaryscaryscary.

and i still can't contact my mum /:

werewolf ;)

2009-08-30T15:38:00.002+08:00

currently feeling really out of breath,

sorta like a panic attack, but i don't know what for.

it's like i'm missing something;

something really important, but i can't remember what.

it's like i've lost some part of me.

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on the other hand, new moon trailer is awesome

team taylor lautner//jacob black ftw :D

oh, i'm sorry, did you say something?

2009-08-30T15:26:00.002+08:00

feeling really fucked up now.

like i've been living in isolation for so long,

i've forgotten how to be a friend.

but i really don't want to compromise with this.

i asked you out, you either follow my plans, or disappear.

i've got my whole week's plans planned,

you're not going to ruin it.

in thunder, lightning or in rain.

2009-08-30T13:05:00.002+08:00

currently taking a break from studying macbeth.

it's not going very well, though:

read 35 pages and fell asleep for half an hour /:

christine shall persevere and read on :D

and true to the title, it's pouring over here in woodlands.

just get lost

2009-08-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

i just went through my whole archives for this blog.

i take back what i said about loving 3B more than 2C.

i bet if i cried in 3B, nobody would notice, unlike cresmic.

i don't know. i just miss having people to fall back into, and interesting things to talk about.

it's just really really putting off to hear about your ex-classmates talk about how funny their class was;

who was dating who in the class;

how (insertnamehere) did something so stupid everyone laughed;

how they fit in in their class.

and here i am just sitting in this desolate place listening to the teacher ramble.

it really doesn't make much of a gossip topic, y'know?

but in the end, everyone ends up alone

2009-08-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

3B sucks hardcore.

I'ld give anything to get 1C back.

hell, i don't even mind having 2C right now.

i mean, face it,

Cresmic phototaking was always pure fun:

no matter how screwed our photos were,

no matter where we're placed, it doesn't matter.

Cresmic chalet had almost full attendance,

minus the few who had to return to China.

Cresmic halloween party had people dressing up and a proper bbq.

Cresmic lessons were full of nonsense and breaks were filled with TorD/fangirling/shouting across the class.

Cresmic interclass really involved the whole class.

Cresmic felt like home,

but 3B is like... hopeless.

which class has a name like BANANAS?

there's no meaning to it other than this yellow disgusting fruit.

(i'm sorry i do hate bananas oh so very much.)

which class tee took forever to make, costs a hell load, and doesn't even last long?

which class had so little supporters during interclass,

that there wasn't any motivation for us to stay on and play?

which class's class blog is dead and no one bothers to check it?

which class chalet has FOUR people attending and has a 25bucks per person, non inclusive of food & activities fee?

which class makes absolutely no sound during lessons?

which class saps the whole zi-high energy from you cos they're just so fucking quiet and dull?

which class hates school celebrations cos they're a waste of time and rather have formal lessons?

which class doesn't even bother to bond with each other?

which class sucks so much, there's really no point in calling those 36 people a class anymore?

oh right, my class.

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y'know what?

next year let's just choose all the unenthu people to be the class comm,

let them know how hopeless it is to try to bond this class.

they can be the ones planning the class outings (mugger dates, perhaps),

they can go do all the seating arrangements shit

(doesn't matter who you sit with, they're probably clinging on to every shit that the teacher is saying and can't be bothered to listen to you talk),

they can do all the mass smsing/the events planning/announcements making.

it wouldn't matter how screwed the class becomes:

it wouldn't get any worse than this.

oh, and you know what?

i have suggestions on who to choose.

(they'll fit the role perfectly)

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no, this is not a hate post.

this is just me voicing out what i really think about 3B as a whole.

i thank God that there are people inside who are like me,

and it's really nice to know that i'm not just some weird over enthu person ;)

i love irony.

2009-08-28T23:14:00.001+08:00

http://clandestineindustries.com/xr/body.php?module=product_details&pid=1528&id=69

me wants haha.

awesome design, i tell you .__.

pete wentz is my role model, minus the shotgun marriage.

LOL.

alrighty, off to sleep now.

really really tired. /:

sending my ♥ out

2009-08-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

i'm really proud of the standard ones today.

i never knew that it was this satisfying seeing them improve beyond our expectations,

and i never knew how much i actually cared for them.

Standard ones, if you ever see this post, keep up your spirit today,

with this kind of spirit, i'm sure that you guys can achieve great heights ♥

on the other hand,

i really miss the standard threes.

i never thought that cheering was important; that just sitting down and whining to each other was important,

but these three weeks apart from each other,

it made me realise that whatever joy we get from our cadets is really different from what we get from each other.

standard threes oh nine, serve with pride|together as one (♥)

smc one, i love you guys.

even though we quarrel and fight and all that stuff,

deep down inside, i think that we make a really nice team,

and that we can tackle all problems we face, yeah ;)

many ♥s for you guys: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

one for each of us.

.__.

2009-08-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

finished cheer sheets for stds ones.

i have to get used to late nights again, i guess.

smc1 (L)

mercy relief

2009-08-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

alrighty, so geog test is over :D

mighty sigh of relief here haha.

and my new hobby is blogshop hopping lol.

have a few on my wanted list alr(:

now left saving money hahahaha.

ah well. waiting for sept hols now.

mugging + shopping in malaysia <3

been damn long since i saw my cousins there, and i miss the bigbig shopping centre.

LOL. yes, i'm that much of a shopaholic haha.

only 8days to go :D

promised pixels. xoxo

2009-08-26T21:59:00.005+08:00

saved this as draft last night and forgot to post it.

i'm tired of seeing all my friends walk ahead of me and never turning back.

life's just one long rat race, ain't it?

it's just running to have the highest popularity, having the bests friends.

studying at the best college, getting the best job.

it's really putting me off that the people i trust are the people i should beware most,

and that best friends are those you don't know well.

ah, it's just one big confusing concept that i don't want to understand.

i've got a first class ticket to a night all alone

2009-08-26T18:51:00.002+08:00

80% done with geog, i guess.

but it'll be a miracle if i pass the test.

honestly, i don't even know what i'm studying for.

talk about being prepared, eh?

dinner now, pixels later.

it starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose

2009-08-26T15:32:00.004+08:00

-bubbly, colbie caillat

feeling not bubbly at all now:

woke up at 0530 with a splitting headache and nearly died trying to go back to sleep.

woke up again at 0900 with a dull ache in my head, ate breakfast and studied geog.

1500 still awake, and covered industries, global industrial shift and tourism.

only population, urban studies and migration left.

gah. my nose is still feeling really bad, and i can't remember anything that i studied.

great achievement, christine.

oh, and my house has a new tv and i don't like it.

it's too big (and i thought people liked big tvs) /:

ah well. back to migration.

[edit] add an aching toe to the sickness equation. stubbed my toe on the table. pain ): [/edit]

geography

2009-08-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

my awesome geog notes.

which are only half done, and i think i'm gonna flunk the test.

currently printing out notes for the other topics so i can study them my way.

i'm killing trees here /:

head is so full and eyes so dense that i think i can just fall asleep sitting.

goodnight world (full of muggers and failures)

age to age He stands; and time is in His hands

2009-08-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

takes from outside Vera's house, Changi Airport, and class.

i have the urge to just walk the whole of singapore and snap pics haha.

i want bridges and gates, trees and skies. (and seas + sunsets :D)

and i'm determined to take dawn shots during the sept hols, anyone game for it?

haha. alright, back to jian bao now (:

macrocasm

2009-08-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

why is macro photography so concentrated on insects/flowers/other living things?

it's like so normal to see millions of search results of living things now.

i want macro-ed still life /:

it's nicer haha.

currently tying up the loose ends of chemistry, and attempting to memorize LA script.

i will not get distracted.

Ablazed skies

2009-08-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

awesome picture taken by my phone eons ago.

there's nothing much to post about today cept dinner was great,

and i probably won't get to eat the same dinner till next year.

i love my daddy :D

O.O

2009-08-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

i am ready to collapse now.

but damn my hair's wet.

flu + streneous activity = bad way to end day.

i need to sleep.

i see you see i see red.

2009-08-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

today was awesome, but i'm too tired to talk about it.

main point: family time + awesome shopping+ new camera = great happiness.

haha.

yes, i finally got my red cam. and it's awesome :D

xoxo christine.

i'm burning up

2009-08-19T22:24:00.001+08:00

gah. fever.

i'm ready to collapse now ._.

second hand boys.

2009-08-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

there's just this thing about boys in second place that makes me like them.

gaah. i can't think of all the examples now. but there's sth about boys like jihoo that i love ._.

ah well. back to LA roleplay script.

The Storyteller: truths, lies & in betweens

2009-08-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

it's like trying to get a picture out of your head, but never getting it right.

it's like finding the right words, but using it the wrong way.

it's like confiding to a friend, and hearing him spread the rumours.

it's like being confident for a test, but seeing the failing results.

it's like seeing the world in black and white, but ommiting the grey areas.

it's like searching for your greatest desire, and finding out that it's been with you the whole time.

it's like singing your favourite song, and realising that you got the lyrics all wrong.

it's like solving a math equation, but using the wrong formulae.

it's like dancing with an injured ankle; writing with an inkless pen;

it's like spelling without alphabets; talking in different tongues.

it's like i'm the storyteller, telling the truths, lies and in betweens.

-----

today's a plain boring day.

and people got me thinking bout love.

2009-08-17T23:10:00.001+08:00

DONE!

shall sleep now. nights :D

GTA

2009-08-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

222 more words!

i can do it. (i hope)

in terrible need of sleep and the fact that i just drank hot chocolate doesn't really help me to stay up ):

gah. but it's my thinking drink.

cos ribena ran out ._.

i'm have such a sad life now.

Liveable & Vibrant Singapore (who am I joking?)

2009-08-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

just shot down geog term assg part a.

reloading for part b.

Christine's mind is currently full of how Singapore brags about how good she is.

(because Christine has never seen how Singapore is as great as she says it is)

classic pre-monday blues.

2009-08-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

there but not quite.

i have this i want to die because i feel so sick,

but there must be more to life than this, so i don't want to feeling.

currently wishing to play sims 3 + sleep + not go to sch tmr.

gah.

geog

2009-08-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

50 words.

i want to die.

dual sound

2009-08-15T21:42:00.003+08:00

GAH.

my sister refuses to let me watch BOF in korean ._.

it sounds so much better in korean lah ._.

but i alr finished the whole series LOL.

but still ._.

okay. i'm whining now.

sore throat + weird thoughts

2009-08-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

currently feeling happy + sad + confused at the same time.

i don't know what you're expecting of me,

i don't know what i'm supposed to do.

i don't know whether you're faking it,

i don't know where i need to go.

Danger of Death

2009-08-13T21:54:00.001+08:00

I guess everything should have that warning sign.

currently still doing FA notes + feel like sleeping + giving up math assignment.

2009-08-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

tests are finally OVER!

haha.

but now there's geog term assg and FA to chiong.

oh shit, and math ):

jiayou christine!

(i am turning zibi O.O)

Q = MC (Triangle) tita LOL

2009-08-12T21:25:00.001+08:00

i am tired.

physics is okay.

i want to sleep.

bye.

LOL.

a moment in time

2009-08-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

alrighty. so i got home from the hospital not long ago.

went to spend the day with my lil bro while my mum went home to rest.

i am such a nice person LOL.

studied chinese there. there's a slight chance i might pass :D haha.

pulled my sole muscles this morning.

now it's twitching and having really sudden spasms of pain.

and it's painful ):

but today's a happy day cos i bought the national geographic magazine at $1.

great bargain LOL. haha. i love NGM's pictures.

left chem file + ACE to study.

which i am not caring about -.-

will sleep before 11 today: it's my reward for being nice.

+ i think i'm falling sick ):

up and down the merry go round.

2009-08-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

i hate feeling helpless.

there's like so many things that i want to do but i can't,

so many things i should do, but it's not at the top of my priorities,

so many priorities that i can't remember all of them.

graah.

doing chinese compo now.

i'm sad.

G.I. Joe

2009-08-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

anyone wants to watch G.I. Joe with me?

i wanna get that waterbottle thing from GV for my bro.

LOL. yes, christine has become a cheapskate auntie due to peer influence.

oops ;)

2009-08-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

really bad sore throat now.

i miss my lil bro ):

nights.

slightly salted tears

2009-08-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so much better now after that good long cry.

i wasn't even crying for me, hell, i was crying for the broken hearted.

for those who were here and then left,

for those who left and came back,

for those who never said goodbye.

i haven't felt such a clear head for so long:

life's been a real bad tease these days - i always had to be the person everyone expects me to be, and i'm afraid to fall of their expectations, though i'm tempted to just blow my cover.

there's been too much deception, too many lies;

so much indecisiveness, so many wrong choices.

but now, it seems clear that it doesn't matter what everyone else says or does.

i am me. no one can change that, not the people who backstabbed, not the people who left, not even the dear voice in my head that keeps shouting the worse thoughts out.

it seems as though i killed that voice.

and i have no idea whether that's a good thing.

i kinda miss those serious heart-to-heart talks i have with xl:

the ones where i'm crying here, and i know he's there to make me smile.

the ones where i could embarass myself real bad and know he won't bring it up ever again.

the ones where i never had to pretend to be okay.

but we all have to grow up and move on, don't we?

we all have to pick up the pieces and try to fix them back together.

we all have to leave a part of us to grow a new one.

it hurts, but it's for the better, i guess.

so here's saying goodbye to the fuckers that left because they were afraid of the consequences of their mindless actions.

here's saying goodbye to those that never said goodbye.

here's picking myself up from the ground, and not looking anywhere but away from you.

i'm not sorry even if you are.

you deserve everything, it might not be coming, but i believe someday, everything would come to light.

just you wait, my dear,

because revenge was never meant to be taken directly: it comes in separate doses.

suckers

2009-08-08T17:48:00.002+08:00

i don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it.

going out to all those that are pissing me off right now.

kudos to those who know who you are.

i hope it makes you sad.

For(get)giveness

2009-08-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

God made Man in the splitting image of Himself, thus God made Man able to forgive.

I can forgive you, but I secretly hope that this would haunt you forever.

Sometimes I think I should just tell everyone what happened, ruin your image, etc.

Sometimes I think I should tell my mum.

Sometimes revenge does sound sweet.

Sometimes, forgiveness doesn't come from the heart.

So fuck you, and fuck off.

hairband headphones & other confusing things

2009-08-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

"What a Catch, Donnie" video's not out yet ):

Pete promised august 6. I am so disappointed in him, tsktsk.

haha.

on the other hand, had a really fufilling day today (:

i feel saturated with patriotism + SMC 1 + shopping, haha.

i think i scared deborah pretty badly, though, with my confusion LOL.

walked the whole orchard ion + art friends + heeren, and my pumas killed my calves.

ion's pretty cool. just don't wear uniforms/casual wear + act rich.

haha. or you'll be stared at.

i love my hairband headphones <3

and artbox.

and deborah and kellie.

and smc 1.

and JIHOO 8)

goodness, i think i'm still confused.

;)

2009-08-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

finished downloading bof!

haha. most of it, anyway.

left the 5 yr later special & soundtracks ;)

shall go sleep now.

tmr's a long day, unfortunately.

magic moment

2009-08-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

Wood type: yew
Length: 15 inches
Core: Dragon Heartstring

get your own wand!

sudden obsession haha.

i want one ):

45 bucks, birthday present, anyone ;)

and i can't help it that you're looking like an angel

2009-08-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

craving for sleep, jihoo and good grades for tmr's tests.

i'm such a greedy little girl, haha.

seriously addicted to watching BOF now: i think jihoo's damn cute. LOL.

and yijung *hyperventilates* hahahahaha.

oops. i'm procrastinating now X:

shall go download BOF + memorise solubility rules + hope & pray to pass trigo & ABS tests.

oh, and btw, i tyco-ed macbeth popquiz: 19/20, and i never finished reading the book ;)

fangirl syndrome

2009-08-04T19:20:00.003+08:00

oops. i got hooked on BOF hahahaha.

i think ji hoo's nicer than jun pyo lol.

i've got a thing for guys with dyed hair ><

i'm supposed to be studying chem now.

bye love :D

hide and seek?

2009-08-03T18:27:00.002+08:00

my tagboard is missing on my browser ):

today was pretty nice.

i'll try to post more later: off to dinner :)

mama cooked my favorite soup <3

You're my Prince of Peace

2009-08-02T21:55:00.005+08:00

like a child letting go of a helium balloon:

we thought we had it all,

clenching the little ribboned string in our tiny fists,

thinking we'll never let go of this tiny piece of happiness in our hands.

and then something happens that makes us loosen that death clench,

and up goes the balloon, flying higher and higher and higher.

further from our grasps, rising above our heads;

losing that happiness we had.

but, like a child, we never stay sad for long - something else will distract us, all too soon.

that was POP'09.

in that five hours, our instructors left us,

but there wasn't time to feel sad because now there's instructorhood to keep us busy.

and it's suddenly all too big a responsibility.

yes, i love the standard ones, but i don't know. it's an awful load for me.

but i'll try to keep the balloon in my hands this time round.

with little, childish innocence,

(shall i view the world:)

no more tinted glasses nor kaleidoscopes.

things shall be as they seem.

no more extra imagination,

nor a little too much consideration.

no, no more.

signing off with just a little faith, trust and pixie dust.

(God be with me.)

deleted.

2009-08-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

all my pictures are gone.

because it failed to copy into my desktop.

and i deleted the photos in shunbin's camera.

and my uncle cleared his recycle bin.

i could just die now.

there were loads of awesome pictures in that batch of photos ):

and it hurts more than losing 100 bucks or something.

it's like all my effort + memories are gone.

and i really really really liked that batch of photos.

shadows and sunsets

2009-07-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

my favourite from my new batch of photos.

love the lighting & macro haha.

shall post my flickr link after i'm done with the rest of the photos.

-----

i'll try.

So thank you for showing me,

2009-07-31T18:18:00.003+08:00

That best friends can not be trusted.

i went to school in a very good mood.

because i seriously thought that it'll be better; that friends do make life much happier.

and then the day went spiralling downhill straight after flag raising.

i guess it's just another day of being me.

the piece of the puzzle that never quite fits.

and the worse part is it really hurts trying to make myself fit/seeing people try to make me fit.

because deep inside, we all know it's not possible.

because deep inside, there's always this little nagging voice that says you're not good enough.

y'know when they say things change? they're lying.

things don't change. circumstance does.

the way things happen don't change. the people who do it; they way that they do it change.

and reactions don't change. don't learn that the hard way.

don't regret things after they happen.

i'm sorry.

i guess things would have been better if i wasn't there.

i guess sometimes, i have to acknowledge that i'm not that visible.

i guess i'm getting my prayer answered: to get closer to God. but i didn't expect to get it through broken heartedness.

skimmed through the rest of the day through lenses.

i should have paid more attention.

i should have taken the initiative.

i should have just left.

alice shouldn't have came.

-----

after school was... bearable?

had lunch with wuyue, discussed some stuff with haihua.

and then my skirt got caught by ms lee/li.

like fuck. it's my worst day ever in school, and my skirt got caught for being 2cm too short.

was i supposed to expect it? i guess so, given the day's karma.

so yeah. i got booked for the first time in my three years in dunman.

and ms lee went down into the trenches of teachers who i think are unreasonable.

i mean, other people actually get a chance before they get booked.

and wala! first time i meet her in 2 years, i had to get booked.

fucker.

then finished up Benny cards with juniors.

got a phone call from haihua saying that i was year 1 parade commander.

like woah. 5 minutes before i left school my role changed from photographer to commander.

and i couldn't stay to practice.

and i really don't want to screw things up tomorrow.

i've screwed up enough today.

took the mrt with wuyue.

didn't talk much.

didn't feel cheerful enough for idle chat.

doesn't it feel like life's too short to waste it on such stuff?

that sometimes we should just let go of more things and go a little crazy?

that sometimes, that all we need to do.

i guess i learned the connotation of macro in photography terms.

it's being part of the big picture, but never really clear.

it's being there, and being not there at the same time.

it's thinking you mean something, but you actually don't.

And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

3,2,1 we're going live

2009-07-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

ran 2.4km in 8.57

it's either i've become really, really good at running,

or the markings in the park is wrong and i'm really running 200m/round instead of 300.

hm.

shall test on the track. haha.

ah well.

i'm a free person today.

shall sleep early for once (:

just a little too late.

2009-07-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

I really thought I was over it, but I'm not.

and I don't think I ever will until we get this conflict resolved.

to whoever is concerned (you probably know who you are):

am I supposed to take your classical as mine cos you took the electric as yours

because I really don't know what can keep our friendship and fufil our desires.

-----

Wuyue: I'm sorry for starting our day off so unhappily. Sleep deprivation does that to me. Extreme moodswings + really disconnected thoughts. There's a lot of things I haven't told you, that I need to tell you. Because I really can't keep it to myself anymore.

Kellie: Sorry for watching my unglam moments today /: Now you'll remember how horrible I look when I cry ): and hey, thanks for cheering me up. ILY, yeah?

Amanda: Thanks for going home with me :D LOL.

alrighty. don't feel like posting much today.

not in a good mood. don't think i'll be in one soon.

shall finish geog and do quiet time.

i need some time with God.

i need sleep ):

2009-07-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

i am awake rushing the ACE presentation stuff while all my group members are MIA.

this is so fucking unfair ):

i could be sleeping.