fight of faith (♥)

sometimes we just need to take a step back to see the world in full glory.

and sometimes, that step that you take sends you falling off a cliff,

to a bottomless, black hole.

no, not blackhole, where you get sucked in, along with everything else;

black hole, where there's only darkness, and you're the only one in it.

exclusion from the world,

you're the one and only person, that's all you ever wanted.

you should be happy, elated, jumping with joy!

except that you're lost in the darkness,

dumbfounded by that sudden blindness you find yourself in.

you don't know where you are.

heaven? hell? in between?

no, my dear.

you're just hopelessly lost in your mind,

the one that you refuse to show anyone,

the one that hides your pain.

the pain that eats your heart.

your mind is far more intricate than even the toughest labryinth,

far harder to find the way out.

because you've set traps everywhere to keep people out.

so you can't find the way out.

the exit to who you are.

sometimes, that step is all it takes to take away the pain.

(because after that, you can't find yourself anymore)

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