fight of faith (♥)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

controversial

gay boys should be less hot, or not gay.

either that, or they should stop letting me know them cos they're making me fall head over heels with them ._.

broke my hiatus to say that,

and that high sugar levels = tired christine in 1 hour.

mug date with deborah was awesome; we should do it more often.

off to work on chinese. i'm still tired.

Labels: church, feelings, friends, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

HIATUS (NOW TO 23 OCT/URGENT NEEDS TO POST) which ever is earlier ;)

i'm seeing people start their hiatus.

i don't think i'll be able to resist blogging when i feel like it, so here's a notice that the number of posts would be lessened from now till 23 oct ):

yes, i know it's sad that i can't blog about my birthday, but some sacrifices have to be made for grades):

then again, 24 oct = gu jun pyo day with venus koo :D

awesome haha.

right, back to work now.

Labels: birthday, BOF, fangirl, happy, homework, notes, random, rants, school, supernova, wants

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

haven't been updating much.

created a wordpress, pretty happy about it.

publishing it after exams when there's less mugging to do.

off to chem and phy,

Labels: random, school, wants

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Friday, September 18, 2009

life's been stagnant for the past 24 hours.

just medicine + slacking + occasional studying.

nothing much i guess, feeling better but not quite.

the medicine's making me run a fever -.-

off to bed.

Labels: random, sick, tired

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

facades, camera, action

you know the thing about life being a stage where everyone's an actor and such?

i beg to differ.

life ain't a stage, life's a set:

everything is set up to seem so perfect to deceive the people on the outside.

face it, we've all wanted to be that main character in a tv show at least once in our lives.

we've all believed that life in that tv serial is 'true' that the characters 'exist'.

yeah they do. in pixels and soundwaves.

and then you feel so cheated that that life you wanted was just a story.

sure, a stage has props and stuff to make the characters more real,

but a stage is real: the people on stage play out the lives of the characters, so in a way, they ARE the characters.

try putting yourself into the shoes of Josh in BBYD.

are you yourself or are you Josh?

confusing eh?

in short, like a director knows his set, you know your life.

your life to others is a stage, something to show the heavily edited course of your life;

your life to yourself is a set, your life will never seem perfect to you 'cos you know all the tiny details about it.

your life is merely a facade.

Labels: epiphany, random, sick, supernova

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

not like you, bitch

i wanted to post about loads of stuff, but i realised i couldn't be bothered to bitch about you.

awesome lunch with wuyue today and even more awesome pictures after that, but my cam's cable is so far away i don't feel like uploading them so yeah lol.

i'm going to sleep :)

Labels: friends, happy, notes, random, supernova, tired

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

change (?)

honestly considering to change blogging platforms now.

there's just this really irritating thing about blogger's long upload time and limited fonts.

ah well, shall concentrate on studies till after exams.

only 1 month to go.

i can do it.

Labels: notes, random, rants, school, supernova, thoughts, wants

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

"said i'll love you forever

forever is over"

- love drunk, boys like girls (♥)

i supposed that doesn't apply to our brains, cos this holiday's all about

yep.

from stochiometry to moments to development.

christine's gonna mug hard this sept hols (^o^)

leaving for malaysia tonight, so i'll be missing:

1. std 1's first outing T.T

2. squad outing

3. AOP

4. Kbox with Haonan

5.CG girls' outing

sad ):

but malaysia means:

1. nice food

2. huge shops with nice stuff

3. cheap movies

4. pretty clothes

5. slack \o/

hahaha.

currently obsessed with emoticons and such. \(^_^)/

oh and harvest moon mfomt gba haha.

played it until the batt ran out, oops haha.

okay off to pack :D

Labels: /:, bored, church, clique, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, photos, random, school, sj, smc1, thoughts, wants

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

untold truths and halfway beliefs

today was semi-awesome.

training was really fun, but i'm really sorry for pissing you guys off ):

today just didn't start right.

and i really don't like people interupting me.

ah i don't know.

it's just that i think the seniors are right and everyone else thinks that they are wrong.

and i don't know how to disagree with them and still see eye to eye with them.

rt without after training rants to haonan just doesn't work out well.

and i think my love for standard ones doubled today haha.

because their popquiz answer was damn cute.

and when you strip away their irritatingness/shyness/quietness,

they're all really just who we were.

and that's pretty comforting, i guess.

(i just wish that you can see it too)

quote that stuck during FA: "YOU ALL MUST BE SCIENTIFIC OKAY?"

haha. meaning no "jaw, shoulder blade, shin" and stuff haha.

post training lunch with daniel & yongsheng:

DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER EVM UPSIZE WITH VARYING PREFERENCES

haha. aweeeeesome :D

then rushed to lido to meet kellie & pearl and watched G-force 3D

pretty good show, and Shaw is my favefavefave theatre now haha.

(+ Time traveller's wife & Alice in Wonderland with Deborah)

(+ many other awesome movies coming out :D)

then sakae dinner + extra large food hahahaha.

you have to see it to know how funny it actually is lol.

and i'm damn bloody tired now):

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, pissed, random, rants, school, sj, smc1, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

i want to sleep ):

Labels: random, tired

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

A million post its to say I love you :D

awesome pictures of my desk and how bored i was studying macbeth

haha. i love the post it doodle (:

and yes, my future boyfriend needs to be very rich to satisfy my wants

haha oops ;)

Labels: happy, notes, photos, random, supernova, tired, wants

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Superfluous feelings

Christine is sad cos:

1. She flunked her tests.

2. She lost her correction tape.

3. She has to stop liking guys that leave because it makes her sadder.

4. She's broke.

5. Just because.

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school brings my mind off things, i guess.

and after tmr, it's shopping :D

for xinyi + bro + leshan's presents haha.

Christine loves shopping :)

Labels: /:, feelings, friends, happy, random, school, thoughts, tired, wants

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

i think mr han is a damn nice teacher.

Labels: random

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Monday, August 31, 2009

restless minds & tired souls

christine's feeling slightly sad.

i don't know why i mind so much,

but it seems like the people i love have been letting me down a lot these days.

i'm sorry i lie, i'm sorry i'm a liar, i'm sorry i lied.

i'm afraid of being alone.

i miss 6A'06/P6 clique/proper conversations with xl

yes, i'm a sucker for nostalgia.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, FREAKED OUT BY BC, friends, notes, random, school, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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never so happy; never so sad

Pixel Post:

Teachers Day 09 @ DHS + Swensens @ ION Orchard

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more @http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=607767709

friends only ;)

wordy post after my shower, i stink now haha oops.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, friends, happy, notes, photos, random, school, supernova, tired

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

knock knock, who's there?

okay. major freak incident just now.

was really deep into reading macbeth

when i heard a knocking noise and the doorbell.

and then i went to the door and there was nobody there.

damn scary.

and i didn't dare to open the door cos there's nobody but me at home.

scaryscaryscaryscary.

and i still can't contact my mum /:

Labels: feelings, notes, random, supernova, thoughts, tired

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werewolf ;)

currently feeling really out of breath,

sorta like a panic attack, but i don't know what for.

it's like i'm missing something;

something really important, but i can't remember what.

it's like i've lost some part of me.

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on the other hand, new moon trailer is awesome

team taylor lautner//jacob black ftw :D

Labels: /:, bored, fangirl, happy, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts

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just get lost

i just went through my whole archives for this blog.

i take back what i said about loving 3B more than 2C.

i bet if i cried in 3B, nobody would notice, unlike cresmic.

i don't know. i just miss having people to fall back into, and interesting things to talk about.

it's just really really putting off to hear about your ex-classmates talk about how funny their class was;

who was dating who in the class;

how (insertnamehere) did something so stupid everyone laughed;

how they fit in in their class.

and here i am just sitting in this desolate place listening to the teacher ramble.

it really doesn't make much of a gossip topic, y'know?

Labels: /:, bored, clique, feelings, friends, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

but in the end, everyone ends up alone

3B sucks hardcore.

I'ld give anything to get 1C back.

hell, i don't even mind having 2C right now.

i mean, face it,

Cresmic phototaking was always pure fun:

no matter how screwed our photos were,

no matter where we're placed, it doesn't matter.

Cresmic chalet had almost full attendance,

minus the few who had to return to China.

Cresmic halloween party had people dressing up and a proper bbq.

Cresmic lessons were full of nonsense and breaks were filled with TorD/fangirling/shouting across the class.

Cresmic interclass really involved the whole class.

Cresmic felt like home,

but 3B is like... hopeless.

which class has a name like BANANAS?

there's no meaning to it other than this yellow disgusting fruit.

(i'm sorry i do hate bananas oh so very much.)

which class tee took forever to make, costs a hell load, and doesn't even last long?

which class had so little supporters during interclass,

that there wasn't any motivation for us to stay on and play?

which class's class blog is dead and no one bothers to check it?

which class chalet has FOUR people attending and has a 25bucks per person, non inclusive of food & activities fee?

which class makes absolutely no sound during lessons?

which class saps the whole zi-high energy from you cos they're just so fucking quiet and dull?

which class hates school celebrations cos they're a waste of time and rather have formal lessons?

which class doesn't even bother to bond with each other?

which class sucks so much, there's really no point in calling those 36 people a class anymore?

oh right, my class.

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y'know what?

next year let's just choose all the unenthu people to be the class comm,

let them know how hopeless it is to try to bond this class.

they can be the ones planning the class outings (mugger dates, perhaps),

they can go do all the seating arrangements shit

(doesn't matter who you sit with, they're probably clinging on to every shit that the teacher is saying and can't be bothered to listen to you talk),

they can do all the mass smsing/the events planning/announcements making.

it wouldn't matter how screwed the class becomes:

it wouldn't get any worse than this.

oh, and you know what?

i have suggestions on who to choose.

(they'll fit the role perfectly)

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no, this is not a hate post.

this is just me voicing out what i really think about 3B as a whole.

i thank God that there are people inside who are like me,

and it's really nice to know that i'm not just some weird over enthu person ;)

Labels: /:, bored, feelings, friends, God, pissed, random, rants, school, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Friday, August 28, 2009

sending my ♥ out

i'm really proud of the standard ones today.

i never knew that it was this satisfying seeing them improve beyond our expectations,

and i never knew how much i actually cared for them.

Standard ones, if you ever see this post, keep up your spirit today,

with this kind of spirit, i'm sure that you guys can achieve great heights ♥

on the other hand,

i really miss the standard threes.

i never thought that cheering was important; that just sitting down and whining to each other was important,

but these three weeks apart from each other,

it made me realise that whatever joy we get from our cadets is really different from what we get from each other.

standard threes oh nine, serve with pride|together as one (♥)

smc one, i love you guys.

even though we quarrel and fight and all that stuff,

deep down inside, i think that we make a really nice team,

and that we can tackle all problems we face, yeah ;)

many ♥s for you guys: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

one for each of us.

Labels: epiphany, feelings, happy, random, rants, sj, smc1, supernova, thoughts, wants

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