fight of faith (♥)

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i hate people who leech on other people.

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Monday, September 28, 2009

took real nice pixels with deborah yesterday during our mug date, but i'm too lazy to upload them.

just a real short post to say that studying is really draining me out, and i think i'm falling sick again.

and that Revelations is a really cool book. It's so confusing and straight out at the same time.

I'm practicing how to be concise here haha. Alrighty, don't bother checking this space till slightly after mid-October, exams are irritating ):

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

controversial

gay boys should be less hot, or not gay.

either that, or they should stop letting me know them cos they're making me fall head over heels with them ._.

broke my hiatus to say that,

and that high sugar levels = tired christine in 1 hour.

mug date with deborah was awesome; we should do it more often.

off to work on chinese. i'm still tired.

Labels: church, feelings, friends, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

HIATUS (NOW TO 23 OCT/URGENT NEEDS TO POST) which ever is earlier ;)

i'm seeing people start their hiatus.

i don't think i'll be able to resist blogging when i feel like it, so here's a notice that the number of posts would be lessened from now till 23 oct ):

yes, i know it's sad that i can't blog about my birthday, but some sacrifices have to be made for grades):

then again, 24 oct = gu jun pyo day with venus koo :D

awesome haha.

right, back to work now.

Labels: birthday, BOF, fangirl, happy, homework, notes, random, rants, school, supernova, wants

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

QUOTE "I miss you. I miss incomprehendible happiness. I miss going crazy."

Kellie's display message got me missing loads of stuff.

I miss hanging out at awesome places.

I miss doing weird stuff.

I miss pissing off shop assistances by playing with the items.

I miss quarreling over which movie to watch.

I miss deciding whether or not to buy that sinful combo for the movie.

I miss skating on ice.

I miss dragging people into neoprints machines.

I miss chalets where the people never sleep.

I miss gossiping about people who we barely knew.

I miss sharing food over lunch.

I miss online messaging.

I miss talking about stupid stuff that nobody cared about.

i miss so many things, it doesn't really anymore.

Labels: emo, epiphany

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9:56 PM

8 reasons and a wish

right, so i haven't been updating this blog with mildly interesting posts these few days.

there are a few explanations to these, none of them pleasant, except one.

1. it's mugging period and everyone refuses to go out with me.

2. kellie rejects my mug dates ): (whyohwhy, kellie!)

3. don't have the desire to mug with anyone else.

4. been sick, and missed church for quite long.

5. have been mugging for physics/chem test (which i think i slightly flunked)

6. mousehunt is distracting me every 15 mins ;)

7. got addicted to flickr apps (oops haha)

8. been editing my wordpress. really pleased with it, and i love the URL. (this is the pleasant reason, btw)

so yeah. watch out for long hiatus/revelation of my wordpress :D

oh and Happy Birthday Tom Felton <3

aka draco malfoy aka the only guy xl sorta accepts that he's of high standards

(xl failed hyungjun/taylorlautner/jessemccartney/petewentz/etc)

so yeah, kudos to Tom Felton for making it to the hitlist, baby.

Labels: birthday, fangirl, feelings, happy, notes, school, sick, supernova, thoughts, tired, Tom Felton, wants

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Monday, September 21, 2009

going back to school tmr.

i'm sad ):

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

HCM mode

coordinate geometry

indices and surds

linear inequalitites

quadratic graphs

graph of functions

angle properties of circles

polynomials

trigo i ii iii

circular measure

christine's gonna shoot them all down by the end of this week.

or at least finish geog.

Labels: goals, school

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6:10 PM

haven't been updating much.

created a wordpress, pretty happy about it.

publishing it after exams when there's less mugging to do.

off to chem and phy,

Labels: random, school, wants

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Friday, September 18, 2009

life's been stagnant for the past 24 hours.

just medicine + slacking + occasional studying.

nothing much i guess, feeling better but not quite.

the medicine's making me run a fever -.-

off to bed.

Labels: random, sick, tired

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

i used to be lovedrunk, but now i'm hungover

love drunk is in stores alr!

haha me wants the album.

shall go down to causeway in the weekends or sth to buy it.

(or wait till next month and get it as bday present /:)

hahaha. oops.

Labels: fangirl, happy, wants

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12:12 PM

Away With Official Leave ;)

christine is on 2 day MC.

common flu with bacterial infection ._.

so i have like antibiotics + runny nose pills + cough syrup.

which tastes horrible btw.

lol. so anw i think i'll only be taking the tests next tuesday -.-

cos there's no school on monday.

I THINK.

lol. 5 day break, yay haha.

[edit] YES GOT NO SCH ON MONDAY! [/edit]

Labels: school, sick

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11:24 AM

i feel like dying now ._.

not going to school.

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5:33 AM

i'm awake with a very bad flu to chiong chinese presentation for veron ._.

i really don't think i'm going to sch today.

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

facades, camera, action

you know the thing about life being a stage where everyone's an actor and such?

i beg to differ.

life ain't a stage, life's a set:

everything is set up to seem so perfect to deceive the people on the outside.

face it, we've all wanted to be that main character in a tv show at least once in our lives.

we've all believed that life in that tv serial is 'true' that the characters 'exist'.

yeah they do. in pixels and soundwaves.

and then you feel so cheated that that life you wanted was just a story.

sure, a stage has props and stuff to make the characters more real,

but a stage is real: the people on stage play out the lives of the characters, so in a way, they ARE the characters.

try putting yourself into the shoes of Josh in BBYD.

are you yourself or are you Josh?

confusing eh?

in short, like a director knows his set, you know your life.

your life to others is a stage, something to show the heavily edited course of your life;

your life to yourself is a set, your life will never seem perfect to you 'cos you know all the tiny details about it.

your life is merely a facade.

Labels: epiphany, random, sick, supernova

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8:11 PM

sick without mc

isn't that like the worst thing ever?

horrible flu right now: hollow feeling in my head, plugged ears

and millions of tissue used (how many trees have i killed D:)

and i'm still waiting for my mum to get off the phone so i can ask her whether i can go to the doctor's.

which happened to be closed because they weren't open when i came upstairs -.-

oh dear dear me ):

on the other hand, finished studying physics on the mrt :D

and manymany people were staring at my awesome post-it-ed notes lol.

left doing workbook questions again + chemistry.

jiayou christine!

Labels: rants, school, sick, tired

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

not like you, bitch

i wanted to post about loads of stuff, but i realised i couldn't be bothered to bitch about you.

awesome lunch with wuyue today and even more awesome pictures after that, but my cam's cable is so far away i don't feel like uploading them so yeah lol.

i'm going to sleep :)

Labels: friends, happy, notes, random, supernova, tired

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

change (?)

honestly considering to change blogging platforms now.

there's just this really irritating thing about blogger's long upload time and limited fonts.

ah well, shall concentrate on studies till after exams.

only 1 month to go.

i can do it.

Labels: notes, random, rants, school, supernova, thoughts, wants

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11:16 PM

short stops in life

sakae, spring, simplicity.

currently seeking inspiration for birthday cards, one-liners and short writings.

holiday's ending in approximately one hour; i have accomplished nothing but procrastination and rest.

gonna have to stay up late tomorrow to finish up what's undone.

and i'm not looking forward to facing people again.

Labels: birthday, feelings, goals, homework, notes, photos, rants, supernova, thoughts

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10:35 PM

my 3 day old maple acc is lvl 21 LOL.

and i'm getting bored again -.-

and i'm veryvery hungry ):

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6:43 PM

beyond the boundaries

malaysia was awesome fun:

1. late nights, later mornings

2. good food :D

3. wii workouts + slumber parties

4. cute waiters (LOL)

5. totally disconnected from singapore

which made me really happy till i came back this morning and saw the hw i have left,

and i have no idea how to do them ):

hm.whatever.

dinner out later. can't wait ♥

Labels: family, happy, homework, rants, school, wants

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i'm hurting to see you hurt.

and i have no idea where this shit is coming from.

Labels: emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, notes, rants, supernova

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"said i'll love you forever

forever is over"

- love drunk, boys like girls (♥)

i supposed that doesn't apply to our brains, cos this holiday's all about

yep.

from stochiometry to moments to development.

christine's gonna mug hard this sept hols (^o^)

leaving for malaysia tonight, so i'll be missing:

1. std 1's first outing T.T

2. squad outing

3. AOP

4. Kbox with Haonan

5.CG girls' outing

sad ):

but malaysia means:

1. nice food

2. huge shops with nice stuff

3. cheap movies

4. pretty clothes

5. slack \o/

hahaha.

currently obsessed with emoticons and such. \(^_^)/

oh and harvest moon mfomt gba haha.

played it until the batt ran out, oops haha.

okay off to pack :D

Labels: /:, bored, church, clique, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, photos, random, school, sj, smc1, thoughts, wants

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

echoes

i really don't know what to do anymore.

couldn't sleep until 1am last night:

there were shivers down my spine and screaming in my head.

honestly, i have no idea what's happening, but sometimes, i wish i could just quit this whole thing.

so from 2300 to 0100 i was just lying on the bed,

tossing and turning and praying and trying to get the screaming out,

but it didn't really work and i fell asleep cos of exhaustion.

i'm really scared there'll be a relapse tonight.

missed church today cos i forgot to charge my phone in the chaos last night,

and so the alarm didn't ring.

went to tampines with family,

bought paper to make your birthday card.

i don't know how to say sorry to you,

because you really ought to say sorry to me too.

Labels: /:, bored, church, emo, epiphany, family, feelings, friends, happy, notes, pissed, prayers, sj, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

untold truths and halfway beliefs

today was semi-awesome.

training was really fun, but i'm really sorry for pissing you guys off ):

today just didn't start right.

and i really don't like people interupting me.

ah i don't know.

it's just that i think the seniors are right and everyone else thinks that they are wrong.

and i don't know how to disagree with them and still see eye to eye with them.

rt without after training rants to haonan just doesn't work out well.

and i think my love for standard ones doubled today haha.

because their popquiz answer was damn cute.

and when you strip away their irritatingness/shyness/quietness,

they're all really just who we were.

and that's pretty comforting, i guess.

(i just wish that you can see it too)

quote that stuck during FA: "YOU ALL MUST BE SCIENTIFIC OKAY?"

haha. meaning no "jaw, shoulder blade, shin" and stuff haha.

post training lunch with daniel & yongsheng:

DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER EVM UPSIZE WITH VARYING PREFERENCES

haha. aweeeeesome :D

then rushed to lido to meet kellie & pearl and watched G-force 3D

pretty good show, and Shaw is my favefavefave theatre now haha.

(+ Time traveller's wife & Alice in Wonderland with Deborah)

(+ many other awesome movies coming out :D)

then sakae dinner + extra large food hahahaha.

you have to see it to know how funny it actually is lol.

and i'm damn bloody tired now):

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, pissed, random, rants, school, sj, smc1, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Friday, September 4, 2009

Because sometimes, what we want contrasts with who we are

If I were in the shoes of someone else, I'll hate myself.

If you get what I mean.

Today wasn't particularly good nor bad.

Just a normal, pretty boring day.

Gah. why do I even bother?

everything's in my head, and I can't type it out right now.

Labels: epiphany, feelings, notes, rants, school, tired

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

i want to sleep ):

Labels: random, tired

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10:13 PM

crazy emo kias

confirm, plus chop, failed math test.

and i'm procrastinating.

supposed to do chinese 小练笔 now /:

sian leh. haha.

tmr phototaking then ***** :D

secret haha omg. this is damn lame.

christine has gone insaneeeeeee hahaha.

and i lived with a day of neck pain. lol.

cannot turn at all -.-

lalala shall do chinese now.

oh and sec 1 camp comm meeting was fun!

hahahaha.

makes me feel like searching for ghost stories in dhs X:

lolll.

Labels: /:, bored, friends, happy, notes, school, sick, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

A million post its to say I love you :D

awesome pictures of my desk and how bored i was studying macbeth

haha. i love the post it doodle (:

and yes, my future boyfriend needs to be very rich to satisfy my wants

haha oops ;)

Labels: happy, notes, photos, random, supernova, tired, wants

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10:44 PM

Superfluous feelings

Christine is sad cos:

1. She flunked her tests.

2. She lost her correction tape.

3. She has to stop liking guys that leave because it makes her sadder.

4. She's broke.

5. Just because.

-----

school brings my mind off things, i guess.

and after tmr, it's shopping :D

for xinyi + bro + leshan's presents haha.

Christine loves shopping :)

Labels: /:, feelings, friends, happy, random, school, thoughts, tired, wants

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

past friends, present friends

i have reasons aplenty to hate you,

to disclose your secrets,

to make you look bad;

but the only reason i don't is that otherwise,

my present friends might leave.

and that's why it hurts so bad.

because it's not you who's hurting me,

it's their ignorance that hurts.

Labels: /:, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, notes, supernova, thoughts

written on
10:00 PM

i think mr han is a damn nice teacher.

Labels: random

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3:01 PM

not unhappy birthday

i can't stand how ironic it is that it's joe trohman's birthday.

nor the fact that the moment i started to type this it started to pour.

let's not read too much into this, eh?

and it's just when i decided to forget how fucked up you were.

on the other hand,

happy birthday Zhen Ting & Joe Trohman :)

and i just realised all my best friends like green.

coincidental?

Labels: birthday, epiphany, feelings, notes, rants, supernova, thoughts

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