fight of faith (♥)

i took a walk with God in my mind.

it didn't work out as well as I wanted it to be.

I need a real walk with a friend who understands how God touches people;

how God heals hearts;

how sometimes when you pray, you don't pray for yourself.

I promise myself to that walk after the tests.

maybe in malacca.

I need somewhere less urbanised, somewhere more green.

somewhere where i can just be myself,

without all those pretences.

jeez.

i've got that i want to cry but have no idea why feeling again.

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change topic.

suddenly rmb today during idmi meeting,

me and adalric were staring at this dead moth,

cos it didn't move and everything (even after blowing)

then adalric say "if the moth suddenly flies away, I'll freak out"

then after miss chen left,

big wind blow, paper flew, hit the moth,

AND IT FLEW AWAY.

and we freaked out.

and there was this deja vu feeling then.

like i dreamt it before.

exact place, words and reactions.

i should go be a psychic or sth.

see everything in dreams.

means i can sleep as long as i want.

LOL.

okay. I think i'm crapping now.

shall go do geog research.

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