masquerader

Christine Teo
1810.1994
Living in Singapore &
Here's my formal invitation;
You and me go masquerading
Lose ourselves in this charade and
Is this love we're imitating?

rsvp


may i?


(for the time being)
- wait for it ;) -

renaissance
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

resources
x o x o x
- Since 040409

Thursday, April 23, 2009
mama, i'm not gonna cry

you make me feel so insignificant.
when i study, you scold me for not doing other stuff.
when i don't study, you make me feel bad by saying
"your results don't matter; you've tried your best"

because i know i havent.
and i don't know how to please you anymore.
and it sucks to know that what i'm trying so hard for doesn't matter to you.
my poor results, my dropping gpa,
my shortage of time with you.
it hurts that while you're praising my siblings for the stuff they did,
i never hear anything for me except scoldings.

yeah i'm crying now.
because i don't matter to you that much.

Labels: , ,


written on
8:43 PM