fight of faith (♥)

okay.

this is awkward.

I guess before I start posting properly again,

I need to say that when I say 'you' it doesn't really always refer to you?

does that make sense?

kellie, I guess I see what you mean in your post.

ksoanw,

2.4: did quite well, I guess?

I think next year when we're back at the track, I'll die.

rest of the day was insignificant.

spent the afternoon with squad,

went home and talked a lot to haonan & xinyi.

i don't know.

sometimes, I feel like I should care more.

but I don't know how to.

sometimes it feels like I'm not doing enough,

that I'm to blame for not stopping all these.

That we're falling out because I didn't make the effort.

That I was wrong.

rah. whatever.

i need dosages of kellie + haonan + xinyi + wuyue + clique now.

I need God.

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