fight of faith (♥)

I feel like I'm building a wall to keep everyone out.

(or to keep myself in.)

i went blog hopping just now.

made me cry even more.

jiamin, you weren't useless.

i was.

fuck.

i have no idea how many times i used that word today.

and i was pretty sure everytime i said it, i meant it.

my family doesn't even care that i lost.

they don't even see me crying.

they're just too caught up in their lives to see mine.

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hey, pearl.

cheer up.

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i miss cresmic.

right now, i should be getting a million convos to cheer the players up,

i should have went to dinner with my clique,

i should have cried my heart out because they did too.

3B's just that different, i guess.

but i can say that i love 3B more than i loved 2C.

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