fight of faith (♥)

benny won.

i don't feel happy about it anymore.

weird, much?

since i've put in most of my thursdays for CTs and stuff,

and had loads of fun with benny,

i guess i should be happy, shouldn't I?

but no.

when they announced "first: benedictus",

it was like. "oh. okay. now what?"

when we walked out the door,

i had to fake it.

yay! we won! i'm so happy :D

because i couldn't dampen the spirit of benny.

because i was still wearing that name tag.

the one that says team 6

the one that says i'm the leader

i don't know.

maybe you guys have never been in a case where you've put in your best,

but at the end, you don't even get a smile from those that matter to you.

because in your cases, you get the whole corp to be there.

you get all the attention.

because we don't matter enough.

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yongsheng, thanks for that sms.

it really matters(:

and haonan, charge your ipod touch.

haha. i'm determined to beat your scores 8D

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