fight of faith (♥)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

controversial

gay boys should be less hot, or not gay.

either that, or they should stop letting me know them cos they're making me fall head over heels with them ._.

broke my hiatus to say that,

and that high sugar levels = tired christine in 1 hour.

mug date with deborah was awesome; we should do it more often.

off to work on chinese. i'm still tired.

Labels: church, feelings, friends, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

8 reasons and a wish

right, so i haven't been updating this blog with mildly interesting posts these few days.

there are a few explanations to these, none of them pleasant, except one.

1. it's mugging period and everyone refuses to go out with me.

2. kellie rejects my mug dates ): (whyohwhy, kellie!)

3. don't have the desire to mug with anyone else.

4. been sick, and missed church for quite long.

5. have been mugging for physics/chem test (which i think i slightly flunked)

6. mousehunt is distracting me every 15 mins ;)

7. got addicted to flickr apps (oops haha)

8. been editing my wordpress. really pleased with it, and i love the URL. (this is the pleasant reason, btw)

so yeah. watch out for long hiatus/revelation of my wordpress :D

oh and Happy Birthday Tom Felton <3

aka draco malfoy aka the only guy xl sorta accepts that he's of high standards

(xl failed hyungjun/taylorlautner/jessemccartney/petewentz/etc)

so yeah, kudos to Tom Felton for making it to the hitlist, baby.

Labels: birthday, fangirl, feelings, happy, notes, school, sick, supernova, thoughts, tired, Tom Felton, wants

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Friday, September 18, 2009

life's been stagnant for the past 24 hours.

just medicine + slacking + occasional studying.

nothing much i guess, feeling better but not quite.

the medicine's making me run a fever -.-

off to bed.

Labels: random, sick, tired

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

sick without mc

isn't that like the worst thing ever?

horrible flu right now: hollow feeling in my head, plugged ears

and millions of tissue used (how many trees have i killed D:)

and i'm still waiting for my mum to get off the phone so i can ask her whether i can go to the doctor's.

which happened to be closed because they weren't open when i came upstairs -.-

oh dear dear me ):

on the other hand, finished studying physics on the mrt :D

and manymany people were staring at my awesome post-it-ed notes lol.

left doing workbook questions again + chemistry.

jiayou christine!

Labels: rants, school, sick, tired

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

not like you, bitch

i wanted to post about loads of stuff, but i realised i couldn't be bothered to bitch about you.

awesome lunch with wuyue today and even more awesome pictures after that, but my cam's cable is so far away i don't feel like uploading them so yeah lol.

i'm going to sleep :)

Labels: friends, happy, notes, random, supernova, tired

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

echoes

i really don't know what to do anymore.

couldn't sleep until 1am last night:

there were shivers down my spine and screaming in my head.

honestly, i have no idea what's happening, but sometimes, i wish i could just quit this whole thing.

so from 2300 to 0100 i was just lying on the bed,

tossing and turning and praying and trying to get the screaming out,

but it didn't really work and i fell asleep cos of exhaustion.

i'm really scared there'll be a relapse tonight.

missed church today cos i forgot to charge my phone in the chaos last night,

and so the alarm didn't ring.

went to tampines with family,

bought paper to make your birthday card.

i don't know how to say sorry to you,

because you really ought to say sorry to me too.

Labels: /:, bored, church, emo, epiphany, family, feelings, friends, happy, notes, pissed, prayers, sj, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

untold truths and halfway beliefs

today was semi-awesome.

training was really fun, but i'm really sorry for pissing you guys off ):

today just didn't start right.

and i really don't like people interupting me.

ah i don't know.

it's just that i think the seniors are right and everyone else thinks that they are wrong.

and i don't know how to disagree with them and still see eye to eye with them.

rt without after training rants to haonan just doesn't work out well.

and i think my love for standard ones doubled today haha.

because their popquiz answer was damn cute.

and when you strip away their irritatingness/shyness/quietness,

they're all really just who we were.

and that's pretty comforting, i guess.

(i just wish that you can see it too)

quote that stuck during FA: "YOU ALL MUST BE SCIENTIFIC OKAY?"

haha. meaning no "jaw, shoulder blade, shin" and stuff haha.

post training lunch with daniel & yongsheng:

DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER EVM UPSIZE WITH VARYING PREFERENCES

haha. aweeeeesome :D

then rushed to lido to meet kellie & pearl and watched G-force 3D

pretty good show, and Shaw is my favefavefave theatre now haha.

(+ Time traveller's wife & Alice in Wonderland with Deborah)

(+ many other awesome movies coming out :D)

then sakae dinner + extra large food hahahaha.

you have to see it to know how funny it actually is lol.

and i'm damn bloody tired now):

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, pissed, random, rants, school, sj, smc1, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Friday, September 4, 2009

Because sometimes, what we want contrasts with who we are

If I were in the shoes of someone else, I'll hate myself.

If you get what I mean.

Today wasn't particularly good nor bad.

Just a normal, pretty boring day.

Gah. why do I even bother?

everything's in my head, and I can't type it out right now.

Labels: epiphany, feelings, notes, rants, school, tired

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

i want to sleep ):

Labels: random, tired

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10:13 PM

crazy emo kias

confirm, plus chop, failed math test.

and i'm procrastinating.

supposed to do chinese 小练笔 now /:

sian leh. haha.

tmr phototaking then ***** :D

secret haha omg. this is damn lame.

christine has gone insaneeeeeee hahaha.

and i lived with a day of neck pain. lol.

cannot turn at all -.-

lalala shall do chinese now.

oh and sec 1 camp comm meeting was fun!

hahahaha.

makes me feel like searching for ghost stories in dhs X:

lolll.

Labels: /:, bored, friends, happy, notes, school, sick, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

A million post its to say I love you :D

awesome pictures of my desk and how bored i was studying macbeth

haha. i love the post it doodle (:

and yes, my future boyfriend needs to be very rich to satisfy my wants

haha oops ;)

Labels: happy, notes, photos, random, supernova, tired, wants

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10:44 PM

Superfluous feelings

Christine is sad cos:

1. She flunked her tests.

2. She lost her correction tape.

3. She has to stop liking guys that leave because it makes her sadder.

4. She's broke.

5. Just because.

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school brings my mind off things, i guess.

and after tmr, it's shopping :D

for xinyi + bro + leshan's presents haha.

Christine loves shopping :)

Labels: /:, feelings, friends, happy, random, school, thoughts, tired, wants

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Monday, August 31, 2009

restless minds & tired souls

christine's feeling slightly sad.

i don't know why i mind so much,

but it seems like the people i love have been letting me down a lot these days.

i'm sorry i lie, i'm sorry i'm a liar, i'm sorry i lied.

i'm afraid of being alone.

i miss 6A'06/P6 clique/proper conversations with xl

yes, i'm a sucker for nostalgia.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, FREAKED OUT BY BC, friends, notes, random, school, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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10:37 PM

a little high on sugar

today was okay until the concert,

and not okay until swensens buffet @ ION Orchard.

not bitching about why ;)

haha. i love wuyue.

she makes me happy and high and lets me bitch about everyone :D

met mira at Swensens.

like after soooooooo long.

i miss her haha.

happy (really) belated 16th, dear.

in a very good mood now cos of the ice cream.

ice cream + shopping makes me high! hahahaha.

i'm not letting the past get into me;

i shot alice in the head.

beat that, bitch :)

Labels: clique, emo, epiphany, friends, happy, supernova, tired, wants

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never so happy; never so sad

Pixel Post:

Teachers Day 09 @ DHS + Swensens @ ION Orchard

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more @http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=607767709

friends only ;)

wordy post after my shower, i stink now haha oops.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, friends, happy, notes, photos, random, school, supernova, tired

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trigo graphs & penthouse lids

i have given up chionging math assg and decided to go to sch and copy X:

i have no idea how to do the questions as a result of not listening in class.

i am such a failure in math. lol.

shall go sleep now.

not looking forward to tmr's celebrations; waiting for ice-cream buffet with wuyue :D

Labels: /:, homework, school, tired

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

knock knock, who's there?

okay. major freak incident just now.

was really deep into reading macbeth

when i heard a knocking noise and the doorbell.

and then i went to the door and there was nobody there.

damn scary.

and i didn't dare to open the door cos there's nobody but me at home.

scaryscaryscaryscary.

and i still can't contact my mum /:

Labels: feelings, notes, random, supernova, thoughts, tired

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in thunder, lightning or in rain.

currently taking a break from studying macbeth.

it's not going very well, though:

read 35 pages and fell asleep for half an hour /:

christine shall persevere and read on :D

and true to the title, it's pouring over here in woodlands.

Labels: /:, school, tired

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1:05 PM

just get lost

i just went through my whole archives for this blog.

i take back what i said about loving 3B more than 2C.

i bet if i cried in 3B, nobody would notice, unlike cresmic.

i don't know. i just miss having people to fall back into, and interesting things to talk about.

it's just really really putting off to hear about your ex-classmates talk about how funny their class was;

who was dating who in the class;

how (insertnamehere) did something so stupid everyone laughed;

how they fit in in their class.

and here i am just sitting in this desolate place listening to the teacher ramble.

it really doesn't make much of a gossip topic, y'know?

Labels: /:, bored, clique, feelings, friends, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

but in the end, everyone ends up alone

3B sucks hardcore.

I'ld give anything to get 1C back.

hell, i don't even mind having 2C right now.

i mean, face it,

Cresmic phototaking was always pure fun:

no matter how screwed our photos were,

no matter where we're placed, it doesn't matter.

Cresmic chalet had almost full attendance,

minus the few who had to return to China.

Cresmic halloween party had people dressing up and a proper bbq.

Cresmic lessons were full of nonsense and breaks were filled with TorD/fangirling/shouting across the class.

Cresmic interclass really involved the whole class.

Cresmic felt like home,

but 3B is like... hopeless.

which class has a name like BANANAS?

there's no meaning to it other than this yellow disgusting fruit.

(i'm sorry i do hate bananas oh so very much.)

which class tee took forever to make, costs a hell load, and doesn't even last long?

which class had so little supporters during interclass,

that there wasn't any motivation for us to stay on and play?

which class's class blog is dead and no one bothers to check it?

which class chalet has FOUR people attending and has a 25bucks per person, non inclusive of food & activities fee?

which class makes absolutely no sound during lessons?

which class saps the whole zi-high energy from you cos they're just so fucking quiet and dull?

which class hates school celebrations cos they're a waste of time and rather have formal lessons?

which class doesn't even bother to bond with each other?

which class sucks so much, there's really no point in calling those 36 people a class anymore?

oh right, my class.

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y'know what?

next year let's just choose all the unenthu people to be the class comm,

let them know how hopeless it is to try to bond this class.

they can be the ones planning the class outings (mugger dates, perhaps),

they can go do all the seating arrangements shit

(doesn't matter who you sit with, they're probably clinging on to every shit that the teacher is saying and can't be bothered to listen to you talk),

they can do all the mass smsing/the events planning/announcements making.

it wouldn't matter how screwed the class becomes:

it wouldn't get any worse than this.

oh, and you know what?

i have suggestions on who to choose.

(they'll fit the role perfectly)

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no, this is not a hate post.

this is just me voicing out what i really think about 3B as a whole.

i thank God that there are people inside who are like me,

and it's really nice to know that i'm not just some weird over enthu person ;)

Labels: /:, bored, feelings, friends, God, pissed, random, rants, school, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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