fight of faith (♥)

head over heart. head over heart. head over heart.

set that on repeat.

i'm having an inferiority complex now.

i don't think i'm able to do it.

i'm just not good enough.

shot hoops from 1.45 to 6.45.

5 hours.

and i only shot like 10 baskets.

if that's even a proper term.

i'm not fast enough.

not agile.

and i dislike jumping.

jeez.

i don't know.

i feel really disappointed in myself.

what happened to all those hoops i shot yesterday?

what happened to all the stuff ziyi and the rest taught us?

why am i all talk and no show?

head over heart.

tommorow i'm not gonna look at the person i'm against.

i'm not gonna link them to who i know they are.

i have to treat them as strangers.

and i don't like it.

tommorow, i'm gonna look at my team mates and think:

we're gonna win. maybe not the trophy, but at least we won by doing the best we could,

even if we don't think we did.

i'm typing that today because tommorow,

i don't think my brain will accept any of that.

3B, ily ♥

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