fight of faith (♥)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

controversial

gay boys should be less hot, or not gay.

either that, or they should stop letting me know them cos they're making me fall head over heels with them ._.

broke my hiatus to say that,

and that high sugar levels = tired christine in 1 hour.

mug date with deborah was awesome; we should do it more often.

off to work on chinese. i'm still tired.

Labels: church, feelings, friends, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

HIATUS (NOW TO 23 OCT/URGENT NEEDS TO POST) which ever is earlier ;)

i'm seeing people start their hiatus.

i don't think i'll be able to resist blogging when i feel like it, so here's a notice that the number of posts would be lessened from now till 23 oct ):

yes, i know it's sad that i can't blog about my birthday, but some sacrifices have to be made for grades):

then again, 24 oct = gu jun pyo day with venus koo :D

awesome haha.

right, back to work now.

Labels: birthday, BOF, fangirl, happy, homework, notes, random, rants, school, supernova, wants

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

8 reasons and a wish

right, so i haven't been updating this blog with mildly interesting posts these few days.

there are a few explanations to these, none of them pleasant, except one.

1. it's mugging period and everyone refuses to go out with me.

2. kellie rejects my mug dates ): (whyohwhy, kellie!)

3. don't have the desire to mug with anyone else.

4. been sick, and missed church for quite long.

5. have been mugging for physics/chem test (which i think i slightly flunked)

6. mousehunt is distracting me every 15 mins ;)

7. got addicted to flickr apps (oops haha)

8. been editing my wordpress. really pleased with it, and i love the URL. (this is the pleasant reason, btw)

so yeah. watch out for long hiatus/revelation of my wordpress :D

oh and Happy Birthday Tom Felton <3

aka draco malfoy aka the only guy xl sorta accepts that he's of high standards

(xl failed hyungjun/taylorlautner/jessemccartney/petewentz/etc)

so yeah, kudos to Tom Felton for making it to the hitlist, baby.

Labels: birthday, fangirl, feelings, happy, notes, school, sick, supernova, thoughts, tired, Tom Felton, wants

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

not like you, bitch

i wanted to post about loads of stuff, but i realised i couldn't be bothered to bitch about you.

awesome lunch with wuyue today and even more awesome pictures after that, but my cam's cable is so far away i don't feel like uploading them so yeah lol.

i'm going to sleep :)

Labels: friends, happy, notes, random, supernova, tired

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

change (?)

honestly considering to change blogging platforms now.

there's just this really irritating thing about blogger's long upload time and limited fonts.

ah well, shall concentrate on studies till after exams.

only 1 month to go.

i can do it.

Labels: notes, random, rants, school, supernova, thoughts, wants

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short stops in life

sakae, spring, simplicity.

currently seeking inspiration for birthday cards, one-liners and short writings.

holiday's ending in approximately one hour; i have accomplished nothing but procrastination and rest.

gonna have to stay up late tomorrow to finish up what's undone.

and i'm not looking forward to facing people again.

Labels: birthday, feelings, goals, homework, notes, photos, rants, supernova, thoughts

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i'm hurting to see you hurt.

and i have no idea where this shit is coming from.

Labels: emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, notes, rants, supernova

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"said i'll love you forever

forever is over"

- love drunk, boys like girls (♥)

i supposed that doesn't apply to our brains, cos this holiday's all about

yep.

from stochiometry to moments to development.

christine's gonna mug hard this sept hols (^o^)

leaving for malaysia tonight, so i'll be missing:

1. std 1's first outing T.T

2. squad outing

3. AOP

4. Kbox with Haonan

5.CG girls' outing

sad ):

but malaysia means:

1. nice food

2. huge shops with nice stuff

3. cheap movies

4. pretty clothes

5. slack \o/

hahaha.

currently obsessed with emoticons and such. \(^_^)/

oh and harvest moon mfomt gba haha.

played it until the batt ran out, oops haha.

okay off to pack :D

Labels: /:, bored, church, clique, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, photos, random, school, sj, smc1, thoughts, wants

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

echoes

i really don't know what to do anymore.

couldn't sleep until 1am last night:

there were shivers down my spine and screaming in my head.

honestly, i have no idea what's happening, but sometimes, i wish i could just quit this whole thing.

so from 2300 to 0100 i was just lying on the bed,

tossing and turning and praying and trying to get the screaming out,

but it didn't really work and i fell asleep cos of exhaustion.

i'm really scared there'll be a relapse tonight.

missed church today cos i forgot to charge my phone in the chaos last night,

and so the alarm didn't ring.

went to tampines with family,

bought paper to make your birthday card.

i don't know how to say sorry to you,

because you really ought to say sorry to me too.

Labels: /:, bored, church, emo, epiphany, family, feelings, friends, happy, notes, pissed, prayers, sj, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

untold truths and halfway beliefs

today was semi-awesome.

training was really fun, but i'm really sorry for pissing you guys off ):

today just didn't start right.

and i really don't like people interupting me.

ah i don't know.

it's just that i think the seniors are right and everyone else thinks that they are wrong.

and i don't know how to disagree with them and still see eye to eye with them.

rt without after training rants to haonan just doesn't work out well.

and i think my love for standard ones doubled today haha.

because their popquiz answer was damn cute.

and when you strip away their irritatingness/shyness/quietness,

they're all really just who we were.

and that's pretty comforting, i guess.

(i just wish that you can see it too)

quote that stuck during FA: "YOU ALL MUST BE SCIENTIFIC OKAY?"

haha. meaning no "jaw, shoulder blade, shin" and stuff haha.

post training lunch with daniel & yongsheng:

DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER EVM UPSIZE WITH VARYING PREFERENCES

haha. aweeeeesome :D

then rushed to lido to meet kellie & pearl and watched G-force 3D

pretty good show, and Shaw is my favefavefave theatre now haha.

(+ Time traveller's wife & Alice in Wonderland with Deborah)

(+ many other awesome movies coming out :D)

then sakae dinner + extra large food hahahaha.

you have to see it to know how funny it actually is lol.

and i'm damn bloody tired now):

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, goals, happy, homework, notes, pissed, random, rants, school, sj, smc1, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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Friday, September 4, 2009

Because sometimes, what we want contrasts with who we are

If I were in the shoes of someone else, I'll hate myself.

If you get what I mean.

Today wasn't particularly good nor bad.

Just a normal, pretty boring day.

Gah. why do I even bother?

everything's in my head, and I can't type it out right now.

Labels: epiphany, feelings, notes, rants, school, tired

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

crazy emo kias

confirm, plus chop, failed math test.

and i'm procrastinating.

supposed to do chinese 小练笔 now /:

sian leh. haha.

tmr phototaking then ***** :D

secret haha omg. this is damn lame.

christine has gone insaneeeeeee hahaha.

and i lived with a day of neck pain. lol.

cannot turn at all -.-

lalala shall do chinese now.

oh and sec 1 camp comm meeting was fun!

hahahaha.

makes me feel like searching for ghost stories in dhs X:

lolll.

Labels: /:, bored, friends, happy, notes, school, sick, thoughts, tired, wants

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

A million post its to say I love you :D

awesome pictures of my desk and how bored i was studying macbeth

haha. i love the post it doodle (:

and yes, my future boyfriend needs to be very rich to satisfy my wants

haha oops ;)

Labels: happy, notes, photos, random, supernova, tired, wants

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

past friends, present friends

i have reasons aplenty to hate you,

to disclose your secrets,

to make you look bad;

but the only reason i don't is that otherwise,

my present friends might leave.

and that's why it hurts so bad.

because it's not you who's hurting me,

it's their ignorance that hurts.

Labels: /:, emo, epiphany, feelings, friends, notes, supernova, thoughts

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10:00 PM

not unhappy birthday

i can't stand how ironic it is that it's joe trohman's birthday.

nor the fact that the moment i started to type this it started to pour.

let's not read too much into this, eh?

and it's just when i decided to forget how fucked up you were.

on the other hand,

happy birthday Zhen Ting & Joe Trohman :)

and i just realised all my best friends like green.

coincidental?

Labels: birthday, epiphany, feelings, notes, rants, supernova, thoughts

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Monday, August 31, 2009

restless minds & tired souls

christine's feeling slightly sad.

i don't know why i mind so much,

but it seems like the people i love have been letting me down a lot these days.

i'm sorry i lie, i'm sorry i'm a liar, i'm sorry i lied.

i'm afraid of being alone.

i miss 6A'06/P6 clique/proper conversations with xl

yes, i'm a sucker for nostalgia.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, epiphany, feelings, FREAKED OUT BY BC, friends, notes, random, school, supernova, thoughts, tired, wants

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never so happy; never so sad

Pixel Post:

Teachers Day 09 @ DHS + Swensens @ ION Orchard

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more @http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=607767709

friends only ;)

wordy post after my shower, i stink now haha oops.

Labels: /:, clique, emo, friends, happy, notes, photos, random, school, supernova, tired

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

knock knock, who's there?

okay. major freak incident just now.

was really deep into reading macbeth

when i heard a knocking noise and the doorbell.

and then i went to the door and there was nobody there.

damn scary.

and i didn't dare to open the door cos there's nobody but me at home.

scaryscaryscaryscary.

and i still can't contact my mum /:

Labels: feelings, notes, random, supernova, thoughts, tired

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werewolf ;)

currently feeling really out of breath,

sorta like a panic attack, but i don't know what for.

it's like i'm missing something;

something really important, but i can't remember what.

it's like i've lost some part of me.

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on the other hand, new moon trailer is awesome

team taylor lautner//jacob black ftw :D

Labels: /:, bored, fangirl, happy, notes, random, rants, supernova, thoughts

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

it starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose

-bubbly, colbie caillat

feeling not bubbly at all now:

woke up at 0530 with a splitting headache and nearly died trying to go back to sleep.

woke up again at 0900 with a dull ache in my head, ate breakfast and studied geog.

1500 still awake, and covered industries, global industrial shift and tourism.

only population, urban studies and migration left.

gah. my nose is still feeling really bad, and i can't remember anything that i studied.

great achievement, christine.

oh, and my house has a new tv and i don't like it.

it's too big (and i thought people liked big tvs) /:

ah well. back to migration.

[edit] add an aching toe to the sickness equation. stubbed my toe on the table. pain ): [/edit]

Labels: /:, bored, homework, notes, school, sick, tired, wants

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