fight of faith (♥)

她送我的礼物叫做“面对”。

I guess that's one thing I learnt from my compo.

Facing people. Facing problems. Facing reality.

I'm just so, so tired of missing you guys these days.

So I'm giving up, and living life.

Had fun in PE today :D

3 more days to interclass.

go team ;)

make 3B proud, yeah?

Math test was pretty easy.

That being said, I probably flunked it.

I can't have a high expectation of myself.

Because then, I'll slacken down and fall even faster; even harder...

HCL was both happy and disappointing, in a way.

Sure, I got a B for chinese.

way above the C i was expecting.

way above the C/Ds that I've got since Year 1.

But what's the point?

I flunked my other subjects.

My GPA epic died,

I'm just not good enough.

I don't know.

My parents don't have high expectation of me.

But sometimes I wish that they do.

Because now, all I want is some recognition to say "Yes Christine, you've done it."

Because now, I feel really, really sad for myself.

Accepting reality.

I'm not able to do it.

Yet.

written on
8:16 PM