fight of faith (♥)

Matthew 6:25-27
Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

Got this off a google search result.

Sometimes, I need a reminder to know that I can't do it by my own;

that I need someone to fall back into;

that I need a little time with God.

I'm actually tearing now, after receiving Shun Bin's sms.

I don't know why.

I just feel thankful, that I have friends who are there for me,

in my darkest moments; when I need to have a little cry.

It feels nice, I guess.

To always know that God is there to catch me if I fall,

heal me if I break, encourage me if I need.

To know that God will listen to all my rants, all my sorrows,

and take in all my tears and replace them with tears.

These few days were hard, I guess.

I kinda shut God out of my life.

I prayed without inviting Him into my heart,

like it was routine; normal.

I prayed, and I didn't get.

It's nice to know that amidst all the Dunman madness;

through all the mugging and worrying and skipping of meals,

that I have my CG to count on;

to just let life go a little slower,

live life a little fuller,

and feel God a little more.

I promised myself an early night,

and a more healed heart.

I got the latter, but I'm not gonna let the former go.

Dear Heavenly Father,

thank You for bringing me back to You, for letting me see, once again, that I am nothing without You.

Father Lord, I pray that You may grant me faith and confidence for the tests tommorow,

and that I will be able to remember all that I studied, and do well in them.

Father, I pray, too, for Shun Bin and my other CG members,

that You may heal them in the various ways that they require You to touch them.

Jesus, I pray for the broken, the lost, and those that are in the midst of healing.

I pray that You may guide me through the challenges, and help me to stick to my faith,

that anything is possible, with a little Peter Pan magic.

Lord, I am grateful to You for bringing this little piece of happiness,

this tiny shard of light and hope into my life during the dark period.

I thank You for helping me see logic in my emotions,

for tearing me apart, and building me up into a better person.

In Your most precious name, Amen.

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