fight of faith (♥)

i'm feeling sleepy):

lol.

long day of cip today:

just got home.

woke up at 7+, 8?

cos of shaun's phone call,

then couldn't fall asleep again,

then debs called to ask whether i'm going service,

then came here to blog and left for cip.

met kellie at the blk 425 bus stop.

long story. haha.

morning's blues got chased away by mcflurry + kellie

so went to CIP on a high note 8D

usual briefing stuff,

got lost on our way to the blks,

'sold' post its,

met punks (LOL) and went in grps of 5,

had problems,

problems became bigger,

reached back at reporting place at 6.30,

stayed back until 7+ to solve the problem,

ended cip in a very bad mood):

ate dinner with kaiseng at 8,

left at 8.30 to go tampines to take bus,

reached home at 9.45.

sian.

gonna go shower and study chem now.

it felt weird not going to church today.

i missed worship,

i missed singing in public without worries,

i missed talking to debs,

i missed opening up my heart in the sanctuary,

i missed talking to God.

today, i learnt a lot.

about people, about society, and the importance of friends.

too tired to post abt it.

shall try later or sth.

bye love.

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