fight of faith (♥)

i feel like i'm the part of the equation that no one knows and hardly bothers to find out.

like Q(x) in polynomials.

always there, but not quite noticible.

in the know yet not known.

i feel like some character shakespeare created:

speaking in dichotomies; never really understood.

it's like losing yourself again and again, and never really finding all that you had.

it's never being who you were, it's being trapped in that maze till you die,

it's walking with God blindfolded, yet you never know He's there, and you stumble.

it's having a stroll down a dark alley in your neighbourhood at the middle of the night, you think it's safe, but you never really know what might be coming.

it's living in faith, but losing your trust.

it's doubting in what you believed in.

because you don't really believe in it anymore.

i'm sorry if you don't understand this post,

it was alice taking over wendy.

ps. christine = wendy + alice + faith, trust & pixie dust.

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