masquerader

Christine Teo
1810.1994
Living in Singapore &
Here's my formal invitation;
You and me go masquerading
Lose ourselves in this charade and
Is this love we're imitating?

rsvp


may i?


(for the time being)
- wait for it ;) -

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Gives You Hell Lyrics

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
[Gives You Hell Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell



been stuck in my head for 5 days.
that's pretty long for a song.
gonna sleep now.

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written on
12:45 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009


thanks to second on the most loved list Jia Yi :D

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written on
6:43 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
it's alright it's okay

Watched BBYD for lecture today.

Why were you crying?
Because you're the video was scary?
Because you were afraid what would happen to the students?
Because you wondered how someone could turn into such a monster?
Because it was to much for you to handle?
Or because it was so real; so possible?
(it sounds so much like your life)

I didn't get why people were laughing.
What was there to laugh at?
People getting canned?
People being publicly disgraced?
People dying?
People killing?
People not behaving like people.
(it's not sadism. it's just dark humor)

I don't know.
BBYD just affects me.
I cried in lecture.
It wasn't sympathy, it wasn't understanding how it felt.
It was seeing your life playing on screen and denying it.
It was feeling all f***ed up inside,
and having friends you can't talk to about it.

Met ShunBin at woodlands mrt.
technically, he met me. but w/e.
I never saw him until he tapped me at the escalator.
it kinda reminded me of how I never saw God till he made the first move.
How I would never see God unless I made the effort to turn.
How I lost God again this week.

jeez.
went back with amanda + huijun + jiamin today.
best joke ever:
idk who: "sthsth HUANGTAO'S GFs sthsth"
me: "YUFENG!"
and then died of laughter.

current best song ever:
It's alright, it's okay - Ashley Tisdale
love the video, love the song.
tell me why she's my fave girl again?

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5:30 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009
misery

Everytime, Britney Spears
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings

I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

so much for faith, trust and pixie dust.
is stil fall when I fly,
play make-believe in my head,
and pray with all my heart that you'll fade away.

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written on
9:59 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009
do you remember video


swoons O:
i find him cuter everytime i see him.
okay. enough of hua chi-ing -.-

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written on
9:35 PM

happy(er)

faith, trust and pixie dust.

i had no idea it was a lyric in a song.
i'll try (cover by Jesse Mccartney)
go check it out :D

great day today:
church + cg lunch + youth worship (which i fell asleep in -.-) + peter&alice w/ debs
those make Christine a happy girl
(because they take up my mind, squash you to a corner)

okay. that's the slightly happier post Ann requested for(:

current best-song-ever(s):
i'll try - jesse mccartney
do you remember - aaron carter
up against the wall - blg
with me - sum 41
love story - taylor swift
by your side - tenth avenue north

a lot more.
but it's getting to superfluous.

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9:16 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009
i want you to know


With Me - Sum 41

i think i posted this song before.
in my old blog or sth.
it just speaks to me in a lot of instances.

"I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and now
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go "


there's no point highlighting parts of the song.
it's kinda perfect (:

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written on
9:21 PM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
d'you rmb my first steps on the moon?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
(x2)

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do 

for the broken and the broken-hearted;
for the friends that i've lost (are they still considered friends?);
for the friends that i haven't met;
for the people i love;
for the people that i loved.

this song speaks a lot.
and i'm getting classics/soft rock stuck in my head.
not a very good thing, considering that i have very little songs of those genres /:
ah well.
i'll make a new playlist and put repeat on :D

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written on
9:38 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
it's a love story , baby just say yes



love the song.
taylor's pretty.
but i like the guy more.

blogger makes me blog like a noob.
i miss livejournal a lot now ._.

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written on
6:46 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
up against the wall

dear girl,
get your head in the game.
stop hanging in the clouds.
stop dreaming.
your heart's getting as screwed as your head.

so breathe in now,
and breathe it out.
the forecast, a carcrash.
it's looking like another breakdown;
rebound.
this could be my last goodbye
you crossed your heart i hoped to die

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8:48 PM